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Abysmal

by Thetan

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Bart Saw these guys destroy at Muddy Roots 2021. A bass player and a drummer raising one hell of a racket. Great grindcore...short and to the brutal point. Favorite track: Focused Hatred.
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I bide my time as I keep the noose at bay Coerce my mind to embrace the coming day I search the ground to find a semblance of peace In these confines that I dwell, let my presence here be brief Bide my time
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Frustration 00:46
No, it’s not into focus My mind is skipping Stuck in a cycle Repeating all my failures My mind is skipping But I know how to fix that shit
3.
Some wounds should never heal Left to weep and packed with salt A divine delusion and the power you did feel Unwound and laid out bare with all your faults As your weakened shell lay frail I was driven to my worst So delighted to see you fail I could burst
4.
Pathetic 00:48
My dreams will hold no value My future holds no hope Destined for death or prison Or strung out hooked on dope But still I defy you Am I impressing you yet? Poverty has warped my vision Unfazed, I stand provoked Accept the world’s derision Like it’s some fucking joke But still I defy you Am I impressing you yet? Never enough
5.
Weakling 00:52
Servile Do you feel you’re worthy? Do you not feel loved? Do you pray to our god That we cherish above? Would you pledge as loyal? And do all that we say? We’ll bring you in our circle And reject you anyway
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Scapegoat 00:51
This fucking hole I dug alone Dignity dies There lie the bones These weights of shame I’ve worn since birth I’ll take the blame And trade my worth
7.
Punching Bag 00:57
The windows are drawn And the doors are locked closed The lies we were taught Hide the horrors none know This place is not a home
8.
There’s an empty seat in the back of the classroom The lights grow dim as the years wander past you Names fade to echoes as they drift into the distance Erased from this world, but yet everybody missed it Gone
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Singularity 01:16
As a whole Run out the clock Usher in the next era to be Pushed to our limit Pushed to the brink Push the fucking button Extol Technological shock Rejoice as it wipes you from all history Pushed to the distance Pushed to the side Push the fucking button An ever changing design And it has all begun
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Watch as I fall straight on my face I press onward until my screams all turn to laughter My hallmark is an elegant disgrace A mockery of myself forever after Watch as I get put in my place So far to the bottom until I’m hanging from the rafters Watch as I get put in my place
12.
My patience wanes for these fucks around me My dearest friends whom I held close to heart A selfish shame, how it just confounds me As time brings in change, we all just drift apart I cling to memories of what used to be I guess I could say that it’s all my fault Nostalgia’s such a weak excuse to me But nerves will be raw until feelings screech to a halt
13.
The crescendo builds as it’s set to fail On the saddest platform and weak defense As the movement plods, it goes off the rails When it shits the bed? Well, that just depends Such bravery yields much rewards Each punch in the face pushes you back in your hole
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In Captivity 00:52
Pray it’s over It starts again A slave to the grind is a slave to the grind But you’re only gonna fall more behind every day
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Shitdozer 01:28
My 5lb bag runneth over There’ll be no closure when I walk away My 5lb bag runneth over Full disclosure, I’m not okay
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Another close to another chapter Just shut the door behind me I’ll fan the smoke at my ever-after Enough presence to remind me I grasped at straws to stay out from the cold And got snared into a nightmare My existence, a sight to behold I’d rather have just died right there Welcome home One fucking day, one fucking month, a fucking lifetime I need a friend, a helping hand, a fucking lifeline One fucking day, one fucking month, a fucking lifetime Childhood spent wishing away all of my time
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My worth as a whole is shared on a newsfeed These shallow interactions just fucking reduce me The glow of the screen on my skin makes me complete I’m a host to this virus, please fucking delete me Bullshit goes in and bullshit comes out

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released February 1, 2019

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Chad - Drums
Dan - Bass/Vocals

Recorded by - Eliott Virula at Shed Recordings
Mastered by - Dan Emery at Black Matter Mastering
Cover Photo by - Ericka Poore

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Thetan Nashville, Tennessee

Started early 2011. Hardcore Drum n' Bass. For Shizzle.

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